I was a little upset that I couldn't pursue the career that I had started with. There has been a phase when I started to envy all my friends, who have been able to continue with their jobs and have gained many years of work experience now.
Recently, I had a small stint with a job too at a start up. Though I loved the job, couldn't again continue because of my first priority, my kids.
Then I started painting more. And luckily have been able to sell some paintings. Now I paint quite often. But still quite unsatisfied with what life was to me...
Suddenly something has happened.. and my life has changed..
I have always been blessed by having innumerable good friends around. Be it in school, or my college, my working years in Hyderabad and Bangalore. The solid friendships I had in my years in Singapore. The wonderful friends I made as soon as I returned to India and the 100s of acquaintances and a few best friends I have made in my current apartment complex.
God may have bestowed me less in some aspects, like having a wonderful body and good health. But He has bestowed me more than enough in the aspect of friendship.. I cannot thank him enough..
I have started enjoying my time with friends. The one - one and half hrs I spend with my close friends every evening, forgetting all the worldly worries.. happily chatting and joking.. have been so relieving..
As if this was not enough, suddenly technology has connected me with many of my old friends through. My school friends, my college friends,and my previous apartment friends.
Connecting with them, relieving the good old days and sharing our present with them.. has brought so much of joy to me.. And also I have learnt to live in the moment.. I have learnt to enjoy today as it is.. without worrying about tomorrow.. I have learnt the joy of being...
May be not everyone has a long journey to destination.. may be some are just born to be there.. enjoy Gods creation, revel in friendships and relationships.. may be for some the destination is the journey itself..
may be this bubble of contentment will burst.. but at present, I am perfectly happy in the present.. :)
like the sweet coating of pills
make the medicine edible
sweet little moments
beckon me into living...
destination and journey
are no longer separate
one becomes the other
my karma is my being..